Summer 2009

Hey CECE here,

How is everyone's summer coming along? Ah~! So much happened to me and it's so long to type out. I feel a little guilty not writing for so long though. For the past 2 months, I've been calming myself down a bit. For a month now, I have been volunteering for YMCA in Chinatown. Doesn't sound very exciting, because it's not suppose to be; but I feel really good. I made a couple new friends and although I haven't really been contacting my old friends, everything is fine to me. I don't really have much of an urge to go out and break my mothers rules. I think that's why I haven't gotten yelled at for a while, and like been trusted more by my mom. I like this feeling, where I don't get in trouble. Ah even when it's 3am, I feel really like...relaxed? I didn't really have to think about much, and i think that's a good thing right?
Anyways, volunteering is only 3 days a week; Monday, Wednesday, Friday. On Saturday's, I have an SAT Prep class. I find it pretty cool too..like other than homework and studying, but that's what I have Tuesday and Wednesday free for. I also signed up for a Library card last Tuesday. Ah, I feel a new me, do you feel it? Haha...
I always have this urge to include Oppa in my blogs. During this whole year, Oppa has been like the person I talk to most. I think it's like...he seen me go through quite a lot of things in this dramatic year for me. No matter what happens to me, I feel like I could talk to Oppa and he would have something to say to somehow make me feel a lot better. Haha, he also does things with me...like when i went to the beach last saturday. It would've been just my cousins and her friends. Oh and her brother...my youngest cousin. Thank goodness Oppa went with me to the beach, lol...i'm really greatful for an Oppa like him. (:

I don't know what to say but ...I promise to update more often. Haha...i'll end this off with a video?

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